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Re: Re: Any Recoveries? |
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Jesse R. |
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May 25, 08 - 8:52 PM |
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 jestercry13 |
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From what I have been reading while studying Depersonalization in myself and others. We usually all have the same goal. To cure ourselves since no physician is able to do it. Notice from the post above.
"Credible stories of recovery are hard to find. People often disappear when they feel normal again,..."
There is much truth to that statement. Me still suffering, with hope that one day I wake up and its gone sees where the answer lies for a cure. The cure is to actually find enjoyment in life. This is why when distracting ourselves we do not notice it. It's like we have been bored with what we are dealt. I have smoked Marijuana for years without an issue until this become a mental-state that I can not overturn. If you look at people who smoke weed, most will always be the first to ask "Why" or will think "Outside the box". That meaning when your high, you are already over analyzing things as information passes through the brains highway of nerves and vessels. No drug is going to change our thought processes. As a child we already were thinking outside the box, asking why but we weren't afraid of the unknown. The racing thoughts were filled with the excitement of the unknown. Most DP patients (myself included) have now become afraid of the unknown, and most have a history of some sort of anxiety/panic issues. All of which makes what we feel even more "unreal". I am with everyone waiting for the day that this "disorder" or I like to smile and call it "Intelligible-Thinking" will disappear. When I no longer "care" that the trees blowing in the wind look digital, or things just aren't looking like they once did. Everyday I tell myself, but never believe my conscious when I say that the world is the same as it was by appearance and feel. We need to stop looking for the solution, because "we" are the solution. The search is what continues the pain, loneliness, and anxious minds believe what we all see is feeling unreal. |
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