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has anyone fought back? |
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Leon |
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Aug 21, 08 - 4:47 PM |
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le_lighting@yahoo.co.uk |
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Hi everybody,
I have not seen a doctor about my problems and me being me, its unlikely that its ever going to happen. So here's the problem. I am not sure if I am actually going through the same pain as you are and I hate the idea of me being sick. I havent discussed this with anyone I know. 'Normal' people go blank occasionally with me its almost all the time. My brain just blanks out, my brain actually stops the process of thought.When in such a state which is half the time, I do not process anything that my eyes see and I end up smoking or kicking stones, something to keep my arms or legs busy. I am happy while I am working but again every now and then I end up staring at the screen like a looney just totally blanking out.
This has been a problem now for over a couple of years, now I cannot have proper conversations with people because my head wont come up with anything to say. Obviously its taken a toll on my life, havent been involved n a relationship for the past two years, gave up my hobbies (vdo games, pool).
I have come back after hitting rock bottom, but this has been tough and its not going away. I am sure someone out there has fought it back, I dont know regular amounts of spirits, boxing, bubbly partner? Does prescribed medication work? By the way sometimes, when I am really having a laugh or enjoying the moments with close friends around, I dont blank out that often but again, I abruptly stop lauging at times without any words to say. I mean I would love to have a really good time all the time so that I am more me than this stupid ghost person, but its just not possible as other people have other commitments. I will really appreciate someone coming up with a positive response.
Warmn regards to all
Leon |
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