Once again I am in a position where mere words cannot express my thanks to you for endowing me with this sublime piece of prose, so deftly crafted with such care and expressing such a depth of insight and wisdom.
Hallo Dear Veritas,
It's really strange but recently, once again, I've found myself completely absorbed in an intense desire to actively research material relating to Dragon Bloodlines and History and this not only in the context of my own experience but also because I know others must share similarities in their own and I want to assist in telling the greater story in some way.
It seems that people I speak to with whom I experience 'the connection' have suggested that I might write or make a documentary about what I've been able to relate to them because they've found the transmission of the knowledge I am capable of conveying has stimulated a confirmation for them. This is something I've considered but not had the confidence to be serious about until now.
I always refer to Nicholas' work and I feel compelled to carry on, to the degree that I can, his legacy in this context. I feel a call to travel along the migration paths the ancestors carved in order to present a sense of connection through visual engagement with some of the places indicated in the literature available to me. I'm only just beginning to pull together a plan and have friends who would like to help in terms of the film making aspect. Would you please suggest some useful reading to help me in my research? Somehow I feel a sense of urgency and I don't know why. It's strange too because the last time I felt my blood thrum so powerfully with 'Dragon-ness' was almost exactly this time last year!!! What is it with December and the winter solstice for Dragon's???
I really don't want to risk my potential membership with my Societas family and so would really appreciate a helping hand, if appropriate, to allow my inspiration to manifest something that will be beneficial for others who are becoming aligned with their heritage and feel it's poetry consuming them, as I do. You are the only person I am in contact with, at this time, who can advise me.
I've spent a large portion of this lifetime feeling cursed because of the way I see things with only two others, in the course of my journey, who were capable of the degree of understanding that enabled a wider field of communication and shared expression and our paths diverged years ago. I've made my peace with the sense of longing to share, continuously, the possible and impossible terrains we can encompass in vision. If I can be an element in alleviating the level of discomfort and isolation I experienced on my own path then I would like to at least make an attempt. It's truly been incredibly rare to find people with whom I can speak to freely and I've come to accept that my own path, on the surface until now has been a lonely one in spite of all my friends! Can you and/or will you please help by suggesting some useful research material?
Also can you suggest the best place I can go to for a DNA test? Having 'physical' confirmation of kinship on paper is crucial to me now as I know you will appreciate.
Let me know either way.
Je suis de mon Coeur le vampire
-Charles Baudelaire
