Oh, Roses. Praying for you and your family. Perhaps this is why your husband has been so hostile lately - the stress might be getting to him. When one doesn't have Christ to cast their cares upon, life becomes chaotic and uncertain. I pray Yeshua continues to be the Eye of your storm. Pray for your family. Through you, they have access to Heaven's blessings, believers or not (1 Corinthians 7:14).
Praying for you guys Roses - maybe this is an opportunity for him to see how valuable you truly are. During times like this we can be shattered or we can use God's strength and come through more refined for him. I hope this is a time for you guys to pull together and rely on each other and Him!