I am with you Shiloh,I have never been a social bug and Im introverted.Alot of people see it as a flaw but It just has made me closer to the Lord.I don't have a multitude of friends on this Earth but I am very loyal to friends when I have them.I have always been a non conformist type and never follow the trends of the world so maybe I am a nerd but it has made me appreciate people for who they are
no matter what race or what they look like or what flaw they may have.I have learned unconditonal love.
Praise God! I think I finally realize a way He's using my flaw in having trouble communication/expressing myself.
While,I mess up verbally I'm able to learn first aid. I can show Jesus' love by helping others who need first aid. I already know how to do a pressure bandage and have started to relearn CPR. All glory go to Jesus and His blessed Name!
All yeah I can tell you how He's used one of my flaws. I don't always hear words correctly,especially in music. The Lord used that to I think save my life [I'm especially thankful since if I would have died at that age I would have went to Hell since I wasn't saved].
When I was in 8th grade I was suicidal. There was a song on the bus that mentioned suicide. I thought it said "so excidal". No it said "suicidal..." I believe I would have been "encouraged" by the song and would have found some way to kill myself. Thankfully though I didn't find out that it was "suicidal.." and not "so excidal..." until years later.
It's amazing how something can have such an impact on the future...one word. Thankfully though the Lord used my flaw in not hearing words correctly all of the time [I especially have that problem when it comes to hearing music]. He used it to save my life;for that's all I would have needed to trigger me to find a sure way to take my own life.