FM, the first thing you have to realize is this is NOT YOUR FAULT.
The second thing you have to realize is YOU'RE A DAUGHTER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD.
The third thing you have to realize is that your HUSBAND'S ANGER IS WITH CHRIST.
The fourth thing you have to realize is that THIS IS YOUR HUSBAND'S ISSUE.
Do NOT let your husband "tell you" what you are. YOU are the only one who can say who and what you are. Do NOT let him dictate to you what you think, what you feel, and what you "are".
You are what CHRIST says you are. His beloved Bride. A co-heir to Glory. Seated in Heavenly places. The temple of the Holy Spirit. United with Him in Spirit. His beautiful daughter. The apple of His eye. Start listening to HIM and NO ONE ELSE.
NOT EVEN YOUR HUSBAND. Your husband is unregenerate, and therefore on the other side of the fence, as it were. Don't let the enemy define you. You are a KING and PRIEST of Yahweh, and all authority has been given to you to tread the lion, the adder, and the dragon under your feet (Psalm 91).
Oh dear funky mom,
You don't have to keep trying to be good. we're none of us 'good enough'. we ALL fall short. even the accusers.
Jesus knows you are doing your best, and that you are tired and weary.
when the accuser of the brethren tells you you are not good enough,
tell him that Jesus covered it all for you. all your sins and short-comings.
and especially, when it comes to your husband, and family, just keep saying 'father forgive them, they know not what they do'
Thank u for those words. Something I have to ponder about. Few things I need to pray and ask Lord to reveal this to me.
Those words I had been thinking about lately. I pray this will break through for me and set me free where the spirits has been attacking me for a while. It has been going on for last 3 weeks now.
Praying for you dear sister! Stay close to The Lord through this hard time. He loves you and YOU ARE GOD ENOUGH! :) :) You are a daughter of the Most High!! Don't listen to the lie of the enemy.. satan loves to make us feel worthless, like we're not a good enough christian or wife.. but its all lies! Don't give those thoughts the time of day! You are very valuable! Christ gave his life for you!! Bless you sister!! Sending you love, hugs and prayers!!
Hmm..I don't see the message I thought I sent. Anyway..you are not alone dear sister, Yeshua is with you and we are here for you as well. Praying for you, your spouse & family.