Praying for you dear sister! Stay close to The Lord through this hard time. He loves you and YOU ARE GOD ENOUGH! :) :) You are a daughter of the Most High!! Don't listen to the lie of the enemy.. satan loves to make us feel worthless, like we're not a good enough christian or wife.. but its all lies! Don't give those thoughts the time of day! You are very valuable! Christ gave his life for you!! Bless you sister!! Sending you love, hugs and prayers!!
Hmm..I don't see the message I thought I sent. Anyway..you are not alone dear sister, Yeshua is with you and we are here for you as well. Praying for you, your spouse & family.